BORED
Saturday, October 06, 2007
I feel so down lately, I hope it's just the weather, but I don't think it is. My life has become quite routinary, and I am not at all happy about it. I miss the times that I can do a lot of things, like read a book, diy stuffs, nail art, beading, watching movies, watching television, chatting with friends, playing video games, bloghopping, going out with friends and fixing the house. I think doing sponsored writing has taken it's toll. I know it's my fault, who does not want to earn a lil extra moolah. It's because I miss the times that I earn my own keep. It's been like 9 years already. And I was just happy again to be earning. Ooops, don't get me wrong with this. N has been providing me with the things I need (there's nothing to complain here) but I just miss the times that I don't need to ask or something, and just go ahead and buy things that satisfy me once in a while. I know you get my point.
But is it really worth my time? At some point, I think it is, but this time it should not consume me. As it is, I'm a little eager to just click and click all the available offers without me thinking, can this cause stress? I admit, I've been a little stressed beating deadlines, and has caused me some zits. Plus the fact that I have been eating a lot of junk foods while in front of the laptop doing sponsored posts. Yes it helps me think while munching on those chips, weird or not, well that's me. I'm no longer allowing myself to sit my b**t out in front of the laptop refreshing the page too often waiting for an opportunity to appear, yes it gets a little tiring. Don't get me wrong with this entry, yes I'll still be doing sponsored writing of course! Especially now that it has allowed me to sponsor my own travels, I can now commit to my cousins to go with them to Beijing and Shanghai this March, thanks to "getting paid to blog". Geez, it's only now that I realized, OMG what am I trying to say? Bottom line is I still like to do sponsored writing and I just cannot give it up just yet. Golly, what boredom can do! I can't even make up my mind. But I promise you, I can get rid of boredom and find something nice to do. That is what I'm made of, nothing and nobody can put me down! Yeeha!
But is it really worth my time? At some point, I think it is, but this time it should not consume me. As it is, I'm a little eager to just click and click all the available offers without me thinking, can this cause stress? I admit, I've been a little stressed beating deadlines, and has caused me some zits. Plus the fact that I have been eating a lot of junk foods while in front of the laptop doing sponsored posts. Yes it helps me think while munching on those chips, weird or not, well that's me. I'm no longer allowing myself to sit my b**t out in front of the laptop refreshing the page too often waiting for an opportunity to appear, yes it gets a little tiring. Don't get me wrong with this entry, yes I'll still be doing sponsored writing of course! Especially now that it has allowed me to sponsor my own travels, I can now commit to my cousins to go with them to Beijing and Shanghai this March, thanks to "getting paid to blog". Geez, it's only now that I realized, OMG what am I trying to say? Bottom line is I still like to do sponsored writing and I just cannot give it up just yet. Golly, what boredom can do! I can't even make up my mind. But I promise you, I can get rid of boredom and find something nice to do. That is what I'm made of, nothing and nobody can put me down! Yeeha!
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