Read When I'm Gone

I've been bad. I wanted that planner so bad that I had to make a promise that I'd be religious in writing down everything. I was good for the first two weeks, but now I missed 3 days in a row. I would still want to be true to my promise of jotting down details of my life for my daughter to read when I'm gone. By reading each and every entry, she would now understand certain things, why it was needed to be done, etc. I'm not monied, so that is my "pamana" (inheritance) to her.